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ADHD (My days that end in ...day)

Let's say my friends want to go and see a movie... I tell 'em to fuck off... I'm holding hands with my depression. Is this depression or anxiety that flows through me? My episodes blast off to manic,

In time to teach that shit a lesson.

I compensate and try too hard at being social... I make all these plans with friends; and hope they call and cancel. Then I overthink about the things I'm missing... Now I'm wishing I was with 'em, realizing that I miss them.


I apologize too much for what I'm feeling. Like I'm out of my mind when I'm doing just fine! All of my exes would probably agree I'm hard to deal with... That one-I can admit it...they can't ALL be wrong...All the time...


But...My friends,

You have no idea what it's like... Overthinking if you're overthinking. You couldn't understand why I can't sleep through the night... Can't turn it off again this evening. So many different pills that I could take to fix it. Damn, I wish it...

I wish it was that simple.

Because...My friends,

You have no idea what it's like...

To always be that person in the room.

Say something interesting so people stop and listen...

Oh my god that must mean that this person's listening... Panic replaces manic-OH MY GOD THIS PERSON'S LISTENING!

And I'm too busy freaking out the room is listening,

I start to ramble...Because somebody hears me...

I am sure...my friends,

they don't know what it's like...

To have a marathon of thoughts and ideas

always running through my mind... I think I'm doing fine most of the time One day I'll catch these running thoughts.

One day I'll get them in a line... I've been told that I could take something to fix it Damn, I wish it...

I wish it was that simple...




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